Bec's 3000 Orgasms

Bec's 3000 Orgasms

Why Chastity Didn’t Work for Me

What living for others’ expectations taught me about freedom and fulfilment

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Rebecca Ferguson
Dec 05, 2024
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In my late teens and early twenties, I felt like I was living a double life. On the outside, I was the picture of moral uprightness, a good girl who was saving herself for marriage. But on the inside, I was a swirling mess of longing and frustration, like a dam trying to hold back a flood. My desires were real, undeniable, and far stronger than I was re…

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